Friday, July 31, 2009

Mr. Baoz


So pretty right these baos? Lol my company supervisor bought it to treat everyone in the department coz she got promoted. =D

It's not THAT tasty though. =x


Lunch break!

Lol at this pic. I was looking at myself instead of my phone. =x

Anyway I've been quite free since morning, since I had already done all my things. Yes the 300 entries of data had been keyed-in in just TWO DAYS! So fast right. =D

Later night time will go shopping with my classmate, shop for SANDWICH INGREDIENTS! For the outing on Sunday. OMG I can't wait for Sunday! XD

And I'll not be working tomorrow. Took an off day to meet the academic advisor, whoever that is. And I'll not be working on Monday too, to do my final year project.

So I can say it loud THANK GOD IT'S FRIDAY!! Usually I can't say it coz ugh, I have to work every Saturdays.





Sony Ericsson phones are THE BEST!!


Wednesday, July 29, 2009


Here you see the binocular that my dad bought to the Michael Jackson HIStory Tour. XD

I'm gonna make it mine. Lol


P/S: I WANT LOVE! Erm on second thought, nevermind I'm good by myself.

P/P/S: My pic with Xuan Xuan on Reiko's latest post is LOL.

Today's catch

3 new comics today! Detective Conan, BLEACH and a random love story comic. Lol

But so few! I WANT MORE COMICS!!


Data entry

It's after lunch again! There's only me in the room as the others are not back yet.

I know it's a bit random but, how is it like to be in love? I'm curious coz I'm NOT sure myself. Do we need to like, miss that person a lot, or want to see that person a lot, or think about them a lot, and if we didn't have those means that we don't really love them? How do we really know actually?

Lol random right? But I'm darn curious. Lol.


P/S: Just now I accidently go "WHAAAT?", like the joking type of annoyed to my supervisor. My true self lol. I thought she was going to complain my work but actually she was just asking me what we should have for lunch in a protest tone. Lol Everyone laughed. =x

It's raining

What a nice morning! It started raining after I wake up and the weather's all cool. =D I love it.

Anyway I bought the "Dangerous" album yesterday! I used to have this album years ago but when I tried to search it back now it's no where to be found!

Now that I bought this, it makes me want to buy more. I mean all of his album. Lol


Tuesday, July 28, 2009


Yet another unrelated pic, I know! Isn't he cute? XD lol

Anyway DAMN I'M SO HUNGRY I'M LIKE GOBBLING MY CHICKEN RICE LIKE MAD. And I can assure you by the time I finish blogging I'll be done eating.

Btw I'm planning for a diet again. I HAVE TO START EXERCISING. I could really see my tummy and my thighs getting huger UGH. Yesterday I was planning to start but when I reached home I got hungry. ._. But I did took a walk after dinner.

Oh look, I'm done eating.


Monday, July 27, 2009


My phone accessories. Now I looked at it I feel kinda annoy, coz it's SO FEW!

Back then my phone accessories are like, a bundle? I dunno how you call that but it's so many that when I took out my phone, people would stare. Lol. Those were the days.


I'm just afraid they might fell off without notice and gone forever, like most of the times. ._.



Lunch break now!

Work today isn't so hard coz I'm doing data entry. =x lol I could do this all week. But from my estimation, I should be done keying by tomorrow.

And nothing interesting happen today. No random guy *cough* coming into the room talking nonsense, no multiple calls from the system users, no nothing!

Just a peaceful day. Lol. But peaceful sometimes means boring.


Sunday, July 26, 2009


Pimple burst. My most serious pimple burst ever.

Yes it's the same pimple that is on my mole on my face. The damn huge 1.

DAMN SCARY CAN? The blood was flowing non stop and I panicked. Lol now my face has a small hole. ._.



Going to meet with our final year project supervisor.

Damn scare leh. He's weird after all. Lol.

My mum wants me to treat him dinner even. I mean, FORCES ME.


Saturday, July 25, 2009


Wtf random Mao pose. XD

Ugh I have to take an off day on 1st of August to go back to college. Sheesh. That's when the system my company is developing goes live! And I have to take an off day to meet the academic advisor who I never met before for only 10 minutes.

I don't even dare to apply for an off day to go rest or outing with my classmates to some river and hot spring and begged them to reschedule. Ugh.


P/S: I had a dream that Michael's still alive! ._. I wish.

Friday, July 24, 2009


Totally unrelated with the picture ok? Lol. <3

Used VNC today in the office. Well actually yesterday already did but nevermind. It's like, you can control someone else's PC! Because I need to do system support I have to do so. =D

Damn fun la invading privacies. Lol. I don't mean the thing that happen to me though.


P/S: If you must know, that picture is from the mtv SCREAM. =3

Thursday, July 23, 2009

J Card Day

And I was wondering why the hell it's so jam today at that road when I was coming home from work.

J Card Day. Lol.


Leave Me Alone

"As there's a time when you're right, and you know you must fight..."
"So just leave me alone! Just stop dogging me around!"

Michael's "Leave Me Alone" is my theme song of the day. Lol

Sorry, but I don't pick up phone calls from people I don't really know and do not trust. AND YOU CAN'T MAKE ME TO. And it's NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS WHY I don't want to pick up. And it annoys me a lot to see more than 1 or 2 miss calls when I'm ignoring. GO FIND YOUR GF FFS NOT ME.

I got my reasons to ignore so don't you freakin dare to ask why.

Scolded, deleted, blocked.

Note to self: I must not forgive the people who I had ignored. THEY NEVER LEARN!


P/S: Lunch alone. Coz my supervisor has lunch appointment. Good lunch though.

Wednesday, July 22, 2009


Lol stupid traffic light.

Today went to eat vegetarian food. Not that tasty today. =\ Anyway I wanted to say when I was walking behind my supervisor and another colleague, I looked at the reflection by the glass window we're walking beside and I was like OMG I LOOK LIKE A FREAKIN' GIANT. They are both really short, which I think is really cute. Both girls la.

And I went pass a shop and there's this rack that has the caption "Anti Colic Ni_ples". Can anyone tell me wtf is that. Lol. The _ part is blurred. And I think it actually looks like a "P". o_o


P/S: No solar eclipse la! Only haze!

Can we?

It rained this morning. And now the sky's like, damn cloudy.

So can we really see the solar eclipse? I don't know. Might be like Darren said, hazy


Tuesday, July 21, 2009


I cannot understand why Mao will think about taking pictures with the hand pose lo. So funny!

The sky's so freakin' dark today and it rained JUST NOW so me and my supervisor tapau-ed. Haha. Predictions say that there will be a tsunami tomorrow. Oh and eclipse! I never saw an eclipse before. X3 They say it's on 8:30am. I don't know coz I never read newspapers. Lol.

Oh well, lemme rest awhile now that I had taken my lunch.



Here you see the most expensive pen I had ever seen.

RM1600+ SIAO! Don't even dare to touch it!


Lol nyan

It's actually fox ears but meh whatever. Lol.

And the hand pose was copying Mao from SID. I have no idea why he does that hand pose all the time.


P/S: I wanna go home. I'm so lonely at the office I could just kill myself. But of course I won't. Lol.

Monday, July 20, 2009


HOLY! I never expect it'll be THAT serious. It's so swollen that I don't know what happened.

What's funny is it's so obvious on my mole. LOL. Holy. It's so huge it scares me.


Sunday, July 19, 2009


Woke up early today coz I went jogging with my dad.

Eating porridge now. =3


P/S: Eh yaplv replied.

Saturday, July 18, 2009



Seriously this movie makes no sense at all. I dunno what response to give really. I can only laugh and I don't know what I'm laughing about.

Michael looks darn fine though. Rawr! <3



This cheered me up. =)

Thanks Chile for helping me get the TIME magazine.



They stood me up.

I felt like crying. But I can't coz I'm in the office.

Even though it's just a small lunch gathering, I was looking forward to this...



This is how I sit in the car. =3 Of course while I'm not driving. Lol

Speaking of driving, I wonder if people who drives infront of me or beside me will think I'm weird coz my mouth keeps opening a lot and I move around. I was actually singing and moving to the music. You know how Michael's songs makes people wanna dance.

Going to a friend's graduation day later after work. Not sure if they'll still be there or not though. The ceremony starts at 11am.


Friday, July 17, 2009

Dear Michael,

Here I am, doing nothing at all, just listening to Michael's songs. <3

Well I actually have work to do but my head is going to explode. Stupid coding. Next time I might as well be system analysist. No need to code. Leave it to my subordinates. Lol

Oh yeah my colleagues all went for department meeting so yay for me! THE MEETING ROOM IS MINE AND MINE ALONE!


Thursday, July 16, 2009

Still mourning

Read a bit of the magazine I bought days ago and I cried. I really wanted to see more of him.

He'd love to do it too. And I'm sure he had a lot of fun at the rehearsal coz hey, the stage director's Kenny Ortega after all, and he's a lot of fun.

"The fact that he looked so good, so fit and so happy - so ready to take on the world and prove that the King is NOT dead - makes his death all the more so chillingly unreal...and unfair."

Oh god the tears.


Lunch Time again

Yes it was a quick lunch since I don't really have an appetite.

I might as well starve myself. Maybe I could be skinnier. Lol.


P/S: Eh the quiz at Facebook sometimes quite accurate. Yes, I have fear of love. Haha


I'm eating this again, to control myself from throwing up.

It feels horrible I can't eat and I can't concentrate on driving. I have to eat that once I feel like throwing up and I ate it a few time on the way.

It does makes me feel better though.

OMG I might be pregnant. Self produced. Lol


Wednesday, July 15, 2009

It's here!

The kinchaku(the bag) and flower clip has arrived!

But meh, I'm not going anyways. ._.

On the way to The Gardens now to celebrate my dad's birthday. =D


It started to rain

When I was about to leave the car. -.-

I wished it rained earlier though. I love the sound of tiny raindrops hitting the window glass while in silence.

Btw I'm not going to Bon Odori this year. My dad forbids me because of the swine flu. Damn I even bought a kinchaku and flower hair clips to wear with my yukata.


P/S: Blood On The Dance Floor MV is <3 Leather pants FTW!

Tuesday, July 14, 2009


I quitted X-ism. I'm in Michaelism now.

X-ism is kinda like a "believe", where Yoshiki from X Japan is my God. The God of music. Coz he is the best out there. His piano and drums is epic. Youtube it if you want to see it it's hard to describe it. But he has 2 sides - hard metal and sappy ballads, which I love A LOT.

But after seeing Michael's vid and getting to know him more, it made me found the real God(it's a term, ok?). He has something that Yoshiki doesn't have, and that is the pure, kind, loving heart. Yoshiki's nice but not quite there yet. And in Michael's songs, there are messages. Yoshiki's songs are just beautifully written.

And Michael does beat boxing wtf!

I'm sure Yoshiki won't mind. They are good friends afterall. =)


P/S: If you think I'm mad well you don't know me.

Monday, July 13, 2009


WAAA Siang is such a good guy!! X3 he gave me this coz he knows I love Michael.



Sunday, July 12, 2009

MJ buys

Just bought a bunch of Michael stuffs. GOT 2 FREE POSTERS! <3

I might not be the biggest MJ fan there is, mom. But he's part of my childhood and I really liked him. And that is real.




Having karaoke session now. It actually 11am but I woke up at 10:30am! WTF!

So I woke up, brushed my teeth etc. and grab my keys. But MY CAR KEYS AIN'T THERE!! My dad had drove it away. Wtf. Then I had to wait till he's back. -.-

When I reached there it's 11:30am. -.-

The first song I wanted to sing was "Remember The Time". So when it's on I was like WTF IT'S THOSE MTV THAT HAS BEACHES AND GIRL IN A BIKINI!!

But there are some songs that have the pv. Like "Thriller". FULL MTV. HAHA SCARY WEI.

And fyi I didn't cry but I had tears in my eyes when I was singing "You Are Not Alone". ._. If I were to sing it for a few times continuously then yes, I'd cry. Lol

"Bad" was super awesome though. He's so good looking in that MTV. <3 He's BAD! X3


Saturday, July 11, 2009

Xuan xuan

My godson and me. =D

Met Reiko and Hana and her sis yesterday. And of course Xuan Xuan.

SO CUTE! He knows how to pose already. And when ppl fakes a phone call and go "hello hello?", he'd raise his hand and place it to his ears like he's receiving the call. SO CYUTE.

I want a son like that too! XD


Friday, July 10, 2009


Just came back from lunch. =3

My lunch time is from 1 - 2pm, but went out to eat with colleagues till very late. Lol

Today was kinda boring coz my team members - 2 were MC, 1 went outstation and another went to another place. So I'm all alone. =( Well not quite alone, I have those MJ songs I can play it on the speaker since no one is here. =D

And it was near lunch and I was having a dilemma on lunch. Should I stay in the room? Or go out? But who to eat with?

Then strangely, the food trolley isn't here yet. They usually come on 12pm but it's 12:50pm and he's still not here.

Then my colleague, Siang(the one that shared me MJ songs), asked me if I want to follow them to lunch. YAY!

The place we had lunch was really far and we reached at 1:20pm. And after we're done it's already

The food wasn't THAT good, but having lunch with them made my day.

Well back to my songs. <3


3 days?

Nah I didn't cry to sleep yesterday, but there are several times my eyes are in tears, they just didn't fall. Lol

Gonna rest my eyes for awhile. Peace out.


Thursday, July 9, 2009


My wallpaper at my office now. =3 So gorgeous right?

Thanks to my colleague Siang. Haha. He has ALL mp3 albums of Michael's! And this is the cover from one of his albums.

He also gave me those newspaper articles he has that is about Michael! =D that made my day.

And I'll still be going singing this sunday. With Shvon and Tsuey Lih. Boo at the guys. Lol


2 days

This is what a person's eyes look like, who has been crying at day and crying herself to sleep for 2 days.

"So take a good look at face,
You'll see my smile looks out of place,
If you look closer it's easy to trace,
The tracks of my tears"
Tracks Of My Tears by Smokey Robinson


Wednesday, July 8, 2009

This is it

My dad just bought the China Press home and there's a special issue about Michael.

I cried again.



Sesame chicken rice today yo. It's spicy. -.-

My eye's swollen and they hurt, my head hurts and my whole body kinda ache a little. But suprisingly I'm not THAT tired. Lol

I can still cry if I want to you know. It's still really depressing when I think back of the memorial.

I might go green box to sing Michael's songs this weekend. ._. It's kinda stupid but I want to sing his song loud, and not alone.


P/S: STAY OUT OF MY PLURK IF YOU DON'T MISS HIM! No matter you're saying it the good way or the other way round it still gets on my nerves!


Finally cried like hell after Michael died for so long. This memorial really is a wake up call for me. Especially when his casket was moved out. He's really gone.



P/S: Paris, Michael's daughter, has spoken! She said "I just wanted to say... Ever since I was born, daddy has been the best father you can ever imagine. And I just wanted to say I love him... so much". She broke into tears after that. =(

Ink covered

Just took up all the newspaper page about Michael.

If I don't collect them now, I might never be able to see another news of Michael again.



To dear Michael,

It's great that I'm living in the century with advance technology, as I can watch this public memorial live.

It's still hard for me to believe that he's gone. But seeing this memorial might will force me to believe so.

I'll miss you.



Tuesday, July 7, 2009

Lunch today

Got squid today! <3

Yesterday I said I'm getting my salary yesterday right? WRONG. I went to collect it later and the person who is suppose to give me my cheque isn't there. Turns out she called for MC and went home.


Monday, July 6, 2009


Seriously tired can die.

I hope there's a holiday coming up. I need rest.


Argh fuck no public holidays.


Lunch alone

My supervisor - my one and only lunch buddy went outstation today, so I rather eat here alone than to awkwardly eat with some random colleague or alone. Lol

It's kinda bored today as I have nothing else to do than that system user manual. Might as well leave on time today.


P/S: OMG my June allowance is out! So fast! XD