Friday, July 17, 2009

Dear Michael,


Here I am, doing nothing at all, just listening to Michael's songs. <3

Well I actually have work to do but my head is going to explode. Stupid coding. Next time I might as well be system analysist. No need to code. Leave it to my subordinates. Lol

Oh yeah my colleagues all went for department meeting so yay for me! THE MEETING ROOM IS MINE AND MINE ALONE!

KEI

Thursday, July 16, 2009

Still mourning


Read a bit of the magazine I bought days ago and I cried. I really wanted to see more of him.

He'd love to do it too. And I'm sure he had a lot of fun at the rehearsal coz hey, the stage director's Kenny Ortega after all, and he's a lot of fun.

"The fact that he looked so good, so fit and so happy - so ready to take on the world and prove that the King is NOT dead - makes his death all the more so chillingly unreal...and unfair."

Oh god the tears.

KEI

Lunch Time again


Yes it was a quick lunch since I don't really have an appetite.

I might as well starve myself. Maybe I could be skinnier. Lol.

KEI

P/S: Eh the quiz at Facebook sometimes quite accurate. Yes, I have fear of love. Haha

Sick


I'm eating this again, to control myself from throwing up.

It feels horrible I can't eat and I can't concentrate on driving. I have to eat that once I feel like throwing up and I ate it a few time on the way.

It does makes me feel better though.

OMG I might be pregnant. Self produced. Lol

KEI

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

It's here!


The kinchaku(the bag) and flower clip has arrived!

But meh, I'm not going anyways. ._.

On the way to The Gardens now to celebrate my dad's birthday. =D

KEI

It started to rain


When I was about to leave the car. -.-

I wished it rained earlier though. I love the sound of tiny raindrops hitting the window glass while in silence.

Btw I'm not going to Bon Odori this year. My dad forbids me because of the swine flu. Damn I even bought a kinchaku and flower hair clips to wear with my yukata.

KEI

P/S: Blood On The Dance Floor MV is <3 Leather pants FTW!

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

Michaelism


I quitted X-ism. I'm in Michaelism now.

X-ism is kinda like a "believe", where Yoshiki from X Japan is my God. The God of music. Coz he is the best out there. His piano and drums is epic. Youtube it if you want to see it it's hard to describe it. But he has 2 sides - hard metal and sappy ballads, which I love A LOT.

But after seeing Michael's vid and getting to know him more, it made me found the real God(it's a term, ok?). He has something that Yoshiki doesn't have, and that is the pure, kind, loving heart. Yoshiki's nice but not quite there yet. And in Michael's songs, there are messages. Yoshiki's songs are just beautifully written.

And Michael does beat boxing wtf!

I'm sure Yoshiki won't mind. They are good friends afterall. =)

KEI

P/S: If you think I'm mad well you don't know me.