Lol

Was randomly posing for good angles.

I feel SOOO tired these days I don't know why. Might be because I had a lot going in my mind. Lol

Sometimes all that thinking makes me wanna give up, but still I'm holding on. =)

GO, KEI! GANBARE! (Giving myself a push. Lol) >:3

KEI

MINE

HE IS MINE. MINE I TELL YAH.

If only he's mine. lol

Oh well, you cannot blame me for wanting him, he's gorgeous! Not to mention I'm single at the moment so I can love any guy I want! LOL.

I'm lucky today btw! :D It's not much but I'm happy that I get to see a smile. :D

KEI

Choki choki!

Lol it's been awhile since I ate Choki Choki.

Nothing special happened today. Lol. I guess I ain't lucky today.

I am trying my best, but there isn't much that I can do! Bloody isolation.

I guess I'll have to try harder then.

KEI

Heavy rain yet again

Once again, heavy rain at end of work. Last friday I was suppose to go home like this - heavy shower, tree leaves flying around as the wind is blowing and thunderstorms grumbling. But I stayed in the office for awhile. I have my reasons. lol

Luckily it started to rain only when I'm in the car. Lol

Must be his smile that gave me luck. =D lol wtf.

Now I wonder if he's alright. It's raining heavily yo.

KEI

*Poof*

Oh look it's Adam! <3

Had lunch with another female colleague coz my supervisor had plans with other colleagues. They went for a farewell.
BOO.

KEI

P/S: Make my wish come true, Adam! <3

50% Single

Lol Momochi that's MY new clothes not yours!

Anyway I found this shirt at PDI. It was selling cheap so I had to have it. XD Plus the quote attracted me - 50% single. XD

Anyway I feel like Densha Otoko(Train Man. Google it.) since yesterday. One of my friend give me some guides on how to be attractive. Lol. I have to smell pleasant and apply lotions etc.

And then I got suggestions from another friend who ask me to loose the glasses and fix my teeth. But I love my teeth and I'm afraid of getting braces! It's expensive too. Lol.

Now I have tons of stuff to buy if I wanna look attractive - contact lens, lotions, lip gloss. Omg all the money I'd spent on comic books I had to spend it on those?

Oh well.

KEI

Decision

I had made my decision.

Just now I told a guy friend of mine about my crush and immediately he just discourage me and ask me to find another guy, claiming that it's no choice coz of the age gap.

I was like wtf really. Then I go a bit emo.

Then after a bit of chatting with yet another friend of mine, I decided that I'm not giving up this crush.

Who knows things might turn out fine? I'm not giving up and I'm gonna work hard to get what I want!

And it starts with being more like a girl.

Argh it's so hard.

KEI

P/S: I did not buy that shirt in the pic. I wanted to, but they don't have my size. Lol