Sunday, August 9, 2009

I'm broke


Bought A LOT of things today. Lol
After work I drove to Petaling Street. OMG FOR THE FIRST TIME!! I wanted to get a magazine or book of Michael which my sis saw last week. But I couldn't find it. This trip wasted my time where I couldn't find the book I want, I couldn't find the comics I want and a fucking pervert brushed his hands against mine when we walked pass. Ugh fucking middle age fuktard. I bought 3 comics though.

Then I went to Jusco to get my Thriller CD. Yes I got Thriller! But before that I went to MPH and holy crap there was a tribute magazine by People magazine! I bought it immediately and atm more cash to buy my CD. Lol That book is worth every penny. It has such awesome photos and details inside and I love it. And I bought the last 1! =D

But when I reached home I noticed the part that holds the CD, you know that thing that keeps the disk from falling, IS ALL BROKE. I was like wtf. I went to exchanged it for a new 1 later. XD

Ahh, I need more money.

KEI

P/S: I cried out loud just now watching "Michael Jackson Unmasked" on TV. =( It's just too sad.

Saturday, August 8, 2009

Next


I'm gonna buy another album today! Hint if you don't know, it starts with T. Lol. So easy right.

And might go to Petaling Street after work to buy comics. The only problem is I don't know how to drive there. Might ended up going home empty handed coz I was lost. Like last time. =x

Yesterday's gathering turned out pretty well. I was kinda worried coz I'm not close with most of them. There's this guy who I never really spoken to asks "why aren't you talking? Why are you so quiet?" lol I just smile. He even asked his friend do I understand cantonese. I turn to him and gave him a "wtf?" look. Lol. My closest friends all know that I'm not talkative infront of people I'm not close to.

But it turned out ok coz I talked eventually. Haha

We should do this often. =D

KEI

Friday, August 7, 2009

Gatherin.


With old diploma coursemates.

Since I stay near by the cafe I had to be the first 1 to arrive to reserve that place. The cafe wants us to arrive there 8PM SHARP. I was still a few minutes late though. Lol

This place has snookers. I'm scared. ;_;

KEI

Lunch time!


With a few colleagues. Having yong tau foo. =D

But I wonder how much it cost. I don't have much money. =x

KEI

Hello! Goodbye!


My sis bought this for me. Well more like helped me to buy it. She rarely buys me stuff. Lol

To be honest I still cry when I see magazines like these and listen to songs like "Heal The World". That song reminds me of the memorial, the event that made me cried every day and night for days. ._.

It's weird coz before his death, yes I really liked him but I never really cared much about his news after I started to grow up. And he disappeared for quite awhile. Until when I heard he was doing his last tour I was like omg, I wanna go. I just had that thought but still didn't cared THAT much.

And then he died.

Probably human nature to treasure people only after they died, but it might probably be that he was once a really important person to the young me. And the young me inside of me who loves him feels sad which make me sad, he was part of my childhood afterall.

Bah it might be some excuse, I don't know. I don't even know myself.

Ok bedtime. I miss Michael. =(

KEI

Thursday, August 6, 2009

At the beach


Lol do you seriouly think I have time to go there? And so nice even the beach.

I just snapped the picture out of a brosure or however you spell it. Lol

KEI

P/S: I dreamt of having a boyfriend. It was sweet though I have no idea who that is. Lol.

Zen


Lol I don't know what the title means I just feel like putting it.

I'm still a bit depressed on how I'm behaving in the office. I'm like 2 faced there. When I'm around people I go all quiet, and shy, and I don't talk much but I smile a whole lot to show my reaction, mainly because my brain couldn't react fast enough towards strangers.

Strangers? They had been my colleagues for almost 3 months! Yet I still feel scared. I go smiling a lot but inside my mind I go like "WTF?" and a whole lot of thoughts by the real me, who is struggling inside, trying to be free.

The only people that I would feel close to is my supervisor and my 2 colleagues, who had been in the same room with me. There's 2 more colleagues who I feel is cool with me but they are inside the actual department. Just great. 5 out of like 30+ people.

So there's this 2 colleagues that had moved in to our work space aka the meeting room since last week. One of them is a really cute guy. And that guy is like, omg, a real life anime character. The way he talks, acts, reacts, OMG! SO CUTE! And he has these pair of beautiful sparkly eyes, which then I noticed, HE HAS SUPER LONG EYE LASHES. And a bonus - if not mistaken, he likes anime stuffs. He has a L Nendroid, he has an Anizo on his phone and his ringtone is the opening theme of FMA Brotherhood.

I wish I could be friends with him. ._. He seems interesting. Like a brat. Lol

Oh and the other colleague moved in said(jokingly, might be) "You know whats the real purpose I moved in here? To make you a '8 po' like the others."

LOL. I just smiled but in my mind I was saying "dude, if only you knew how sampat I am. Lol". I hope he managed to do so though, if he isn't joking.

Whoa time for bed.

KEI