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I had made my decision.
Just now I told a guy friend of mine about my crush and immediately he just discourage me and ask me to find another guy, claiming that it's no choice coz of the age gap.
I was like wtf really. Then I go a bit emo.
Then after a bit of chatting with yet another friend of mine, I decided that I'm not giving up this crush.
Who knows things might turn out fine? I'm not giving up and I'm gonna work hard to get what I want!
And it starts with being more like a girl.
Argh it's so hard.
KEI
P/S: I did not buy that shirt in the pic. I wanted to, but they don't have my size. Lol